Tuesday, March 16, 2010
just found out that the much dreaded QET will be on 15th July. somehow i've been living in constant fear of failure, and the thought of having to take an extra module during a already (or what has been described to me as) hectic academic year seems to put me off. and that is why i'm back to writing again (after so many agains). sometimes all you need is a little motivation, or in this case, threat, to pick up something. the hardest part though, is to keep it going. this has been prominent if i look back at how many times i've attempted to revive this one heck of a dead space but to little or no avail.
anyway a little on to my life these days. it's almost 2 months after ORD (only?) and i've been relief teaching in rv to kill time and earn some extra cash. it finally feels like i'm earning money now compared to my measely coporal pay (without combat allowance) back in the saf. somehow life has seem to be normal, without the thought of ORD-ing constantly threatening to make my head explode. on the flipside, life without a goal has always been meaningless to me. though i might say life in NPD has always been goaless as well, but it's at least i had the 'ultimate finishing line' to look forward to. now, i just can't wait for university life to begin.
which makes me glad to know that bit by bit, the registration process for AY2010/2011 has begun already, for RNSmen at least. just booked my medical appointment at the UHC along with thomas, tuck and justin. and not long ago we had a matriculation briefing for the electrical engineering people, and it was then that i was hit with a sudden realisation that singaporeans are a minority in my course. seriously. literally. really.
well i'll get used to it somehow. life is really about getting used to your environment and enjoying it anyway.
aaron | 11:23 AM