Sunday, June 8, 2008
i was reading ho jin kit shaun's blog and it kinda struck home. after all, what he talked about sounded like me - a pessimist.
i remember, sometime ago, someone told me that she was envious of me, how i was always optimistic about things, not worrying much and all that. well, truth is, i'm not always optimistic about things. rather most of the time, i'm more of a pessimist. i've learnt not to expect much from things in life, from others, from anything. i've said this before - expectating too much only result in disappointment, and that is definitely the last thing i want. i guess by having that thought, i always seem to appear carefree.
kinda ironic isn't it? what you appear to be and what you actually are are two complete opposites.
ironic, and at times, scary.
i guess i've been rather worn out for the past few weeks. i seem to be behaving... unlike myself at times. oh well, i need more sleep.
anyway, it's the roland garros men's singles finals tonight and i have to book in (DAMN). just hope that nadal will be able to retain his crown against world no. 1. it'll be a pretty exciting rematch, though it's kind of expected. and yup i'm glad (pretty) ivanonic manage to win the woman singles title, but at the same time still sore about the fact that henin retired. argh.
5 weeks more to go. i don't have a good feeling about it.
hope for the best, expect the worst
aaron | 5:30 PM
