Sunday, February 10, 2008
there's still much in life for me to learn. most of the lessons in life you'll never fully understand them (no matter how much you say you understand) unless you experience them yourself.
and one thing i have to realise is that things don't happen if you just sit there and wait for anything to happen. you have to make it happen.
ah whatever, am i even making sense? bleh. random...
i feel like going back to competitive sports again (not ns). been lazing around all day long for way too long already. everyone's commenting that i've gotten skinnier. it's not that i've not been eating, it's just probably all that muscle i've took pain and effort to build during track season have said goodbye to me. seriously. i glanced at the photos of the 2007 track season and it kind of amazed me how there was this stark difference between me now and me then.
ok but that's not the main point haha. the main reason is because i miss the feeling of competing with others for a certain goal, miss the feeling of adrenaline rushing through my entire body, miss the feeling of pushing my mind and body beyond its limits. more importantly i miss that pure elation felt whenever i improve or achieve a certain goal.
i feel like doing a 200m run now. haha. hello spikes, long time no see x)
aaron | 10:56 AM
