Wednesday, February 14, 2007
as i'm typing this entry now i can hear my grandma talking loudly on the phone, telling my aunts that i bought chocolates as valentine's day presents, as if implying to them that i got a gf or something along that line. well, i guess she's just acting her age, haha.
well, i just wanna say that i'm really grateful to all those who gave me all the gifts today. i really appreciate it, especially all those who went through all the effort to bake the cookies/brownies.
arigato gozaimasu
sometimes i just wonder if i'm doing enough as a friend to deserve all that.
anw today i did something for the first time in my life, something which most of you might have been doing all these years but i haven't - giving out valentine's day presents. no, not to any specific girl, just in case you're wondering. i figured that if i don't do it this year i wont get to do it for quite a while since i might be marching like a robot under the hot sun on valentine's day next year, or dying out somewhere in the forest. so... ya. when was the last time you did something for the first time?
valentine's day, the day which, for me, serves as a reminder of past mistakes. there's something which i need to keep telling myself, in order for things to go the way i want them to. i've told myself that i won't regret anymore, for this is the path i've chosen. i'll be waiting for that day to come though, but i know it's hard to tell when it will come, or will it ever come. whatever it is, i'll be waiting.
meanwhile, i know what is it i need to do now
happy valentine's day everyone =)
aaron | 6:58 PM
